It hurts, it does iam sure so many people must have said this and so many must have felt it.But u have to go through it to understand it.Today i had a small tiff and got to listen to so many things which made me feel like a fool an idiot a person who has no mind of hi own,when people(friends) had told me you taking it too far and it is not worth it i had laughed at them(within me) and had thought to myself they actually dont understand what it is like being there.
But today i got to understand that it is not them who where wrong but its me who has been wrong throughout,when someone tells you that what u have done mens shit to them or who asked you to do it i never asked you to,that is the time you realise that you have been taken for a ride a big one.You give up your life,family,carrer for them and try and start your life afresh thinking that they will be there your side as it is for them you do it( its for yourself also......but they the reason) and suddenly you realise nope[ they dont want it.....though they have been asking for it] you suddenly become a looser and tend to go into a self pitty mode and thats the worst you can do.
Today i have once again learnt something thats going to stay with me for a lifetime and that is"NO ONES WORTH IT"