zoooooooooooop its gone.........its over.......no more there,the one thing you loved the most has just dissapeared.I guess i did not knw how to handle it but knw one thing for sure never wanted to loose it never wanted it to fade away,never thought this could happen to me i always thought that iam never going to do something that is going to take it away from me.To one of my previous article someone had commented that what have i done i should analize that so i took that comment seriously and thought over it and this is wat i think"i might have been wrong but the person i have put in question or am accusing of something had the chance of correcting me and leting me know that hey u listen up u wrong and this is why u wrong,isnt it suppose to be that way......am i wrong if i expect this from the other person,if i act as a fool that does not mean that the person in front has to react to it so badly that i loose it even more".
Anyway i guess iam wrong in what i did....the way i reacted......the way i spoke but then the fault is at the other end also the efforts have to be from both the ends not one.....you cant shy away from your responsbility....you cant shrug of everything and say this is how iam....you have certain promises to keep you have certain things u said which are to be taken care of.Its easy to say its not meant to be but its difficult to say its there to be and it will be(keep it going).I believe there is nothing in this world that cant be taken care of if u really want it to be there then no matter what may come your way you will make it happen.Moreover if one person is wrong and the other one is wright that does not mean the person on the wrong footing will never understand his or her mistake the person might be slow but he will realise it sooner or later but by reacting to it you make it worse.
I knw i might sound like a depressed preacher but let me assure you that i will find a way out and then will be there again and this time i assure you all that i will be great